I fell in love with a thought
A charming smile doth my heart besot
I built a future around an ideal
I loved with all I knew was real
I knew you could love
I’d seen it
Thought it was something we could have
I’d be your muse and you’d be mine
I’d paint in stars and moonlit ink
The beauty of your soul in which I sink
You were ideal
You understood me in ways beyond man
You saw me come undone
I saw you and me as one
I loved you
But girls like me have sight issues
Blindsided
I found out your muse
On your late night thoughts
It was not me
I’m sure you’ll find love
Being who you are, how would you not
I’m sure I hate love
Feeling how I do, how would I not
I’ll close my eyes
And hope I never paint anything in the light I did you
Hope I never fall as hard as I did for you
And God can take this heart back
It and its stupid tricks
He can make it stop if he wills
I have come undone